From the recording New Way Home
Lyrics
Never been one to deceive or to lie
But I cannot deny all the feelings inside
And I wonder Oh I wonder
What I do with a love
That is breaking my heart
So many things have been filling my mind
And I’m asking myself what’s the reason and rhyme
And I wonder Oh I wonder
What I do with a love
That’s breakin my heart
Never been one to defy what I know
But I cannot keep lying, denying my soul
And I wonder Oh I wonder
Why we met on that day
Why you said what you said
So many thoughts have been filling my mind
And I wander the streets tryin da pass the time
And I wonder oh I wonder
How I got to this place
And how right could be wrong
I know it’s hard to deny
I know I’m hurting inside
And I know that I know
The same will be the same when you are gone
I’m putting my feelings aside
I’m doing what I think is right
But I know that I know
I cannot stop my heart from loving you
Do I look inside the verse
Or do I look inside the rhyme
Do I look inside myself
Or do I push it all aside
Are these feelings really true
Am I living in a lie
Should I tell her how i feel
Or should my heart it be denied
You got me tossing in my bed
You got me twisting in my mind
Am I losing so much weight
From all this wondering at night
Will we ever be together
Are we doomed to be alone
Will I ever kiss your lips
Or will my heart it turn to stone
I know it’s hard to deny
I know I’m hurting inside
And I know that I know
The same will be the same when you are gone
I’m putting my feelings aside
I’m doing what I think is right
But I know that I know
I cannot stop my heart from loving you
© Eric Harper